15 Noir in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019

Officially Saturday.

Friend arrives but we acquiesced to Wife’s desire to watch The Blacksmith and The Devil instead of just launching in to watching Anime.

As I was getting ready for bed, I joked that if I woke up early enough maybe I could play some video games before every one else woke up. Wife immediately looked annoyed and said very sincerely “That is an addiction for you.” Grrrr. In this entire week, I have maybe played 3 to 4 hours of video games. In that time, I have also worked 40 hours, watched 10 to 15 hours of TV with my wife, played with the dog for many hours… I don’t know. I just… I’m getting annoyed with her negative judgemental crap about an activity that I’ve done since before we even met. It really is like… she has no concept of why I might wish to relax via video gaming instead of sitting on the couch passively watching whatever horror movie caught her eye.

Of course, I wouldn’t be awake right now to write all of this but for two things.
(1) My left leg is in a pain that is preventing me from sleeping, sadly. So since I’m unable to sleep… but still want to try and still need to be connected to my CPAP…
(2) I am starting to get distractingly horny. Comes with the territory of not having sex for 2 months but still sleeping next to my almost entirely naked wife every night.

Le Sigh. I would love to get laid, lol.