a morning "kiss" in General musings

That's how F started my day...with a kissed texted to me... Yesterday, while on a "field trip" with Hub and his Club, I discreetly texted back and forth with him a bit. Went to bed last night determined to actually sleep which hasn't really been happening lately, so I told myself (and F, in my mind) that he had to give me my mind back for a little while so I could sleep. And I did, straight through. Now if I can actually eat today, that'd be good too. But I feel so surreal... I want so much to believe F... and I'm so afraid to.