Pondering in Walking with God, Courting, and Talking to Jay

I’ve been thinking of you again tonight. Thinking of how I may come to be yours forever. Not your wife, of course, but yours in some other significant way. An ally, a close friend, someone who is vital. Perhaps I can help you do things that one would assume impossible. I’ve seen a number of things far crazier than your prophecy come to pass before my eyes. But how shall I go from here to where I’m intended to be? I certainly dont know but if it is God’s will I am sure he will make a way. I suppose with my lack of knowledge on the subject I shall just have to leave it entirely in his hands now. But I do wish we could have this conversation again now that I am more open minded on the subject. Ah well, it’s unlikely that you will let me in so I will just wait for you to be ready to approach me with the subject again. Night Jay, I wish you the best of dreams dear.