That Moment in Hello

When you’re bored as hell but don’t feel like doing anything.

I’d like to take a moment and thank everyone for their kind words while I’ve been on this rollercoaster from hell of emotions. I’m not quite sure what set me off but I’m trying hard to feel better. Like fighting a losing battle sometimes.

I seem to also keep pissing off the same person with my self destructive tendencies. I don’t handle people being angry with me well at all. Also pretty sure I’ve alienated my new FWB. I gravitated to her emotionally when things felt like they were…well are…falling apart. She’s reassured me that things are fine but in my broken brain I run every bad scenario through my head before I inadvertently end pushing people out of my life.

It’s close to two AM and I’m not tired at all. I suppose I could read or work on another word find puzzle buuut I’m also content to just sit here while watching the Terminator.

“Come with me if you wanna live!”