Unexpected in Walking with God, Courting, and Talking to Jay

Then suddenly as I’m headed to hay for the night I see the words on my screen. So unexpected. My heart lurched and I stared at the screen, blinked, looked away, then stared again. Still there. Your name. On a list of friends. By choice. It must be a mistake. Perhaps you did not know whom sent such a request? My name was clearly given but perhaps you payed no attention. Perhaps it just doesnt matter so much to you. But to me, priceless. My head is spinning. I try to calm myself, after all, it shouldn’t be such a big deal should it? I just never thought itd happen. And here I am, overreacting like a giddy schoolgirl over a simple friend request. I’m sure if I use this as an avenue of communication it shall be cut off and your name will dissappear. Yet, just seeing it there… I think I will sleep very well tonight.