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Have I already shared this song? Oh well here it is again - my fav atm.

I got through my first shift on the new contract. I mean, it was only 5 hours long so it’s not like it was hard. Got an extra hour sleep-in too - instead of setting the alarm for 4:15am, I set it for 5:15am! Won’t have the same luck tomorrow though, since that is now my big shift and I will have to set the alarm for 4:15am again ^cries^
The sleep-in on Saturday will be nice though! Haven’t had that in years. I’m even half-considering doing something tomorrow night, but I probs won’t cos I don’t have a life nor anyone to go out with. The new housie is always at the boyfriend’s place. I think they went ‘official’ this week, but I’m not sure. I wouldn’t be surprised if he breaks his lease to move out with him, given how gays are these days, but I’ll worry about that if it comes to it. He’s such a great housemate!
I’m still not talking to Andrew. Nothing new there.

I organised (or am trying to) a catch-up with the boys to come check out my new place on Saturday night, but Moe is complaining about the time and Ben, Rhys and Luke can’t attend, so it looks like it might be a bust LOL. I guess I did only give a few days notice. But either way, it’s hard to organize anything with those boys these days. Steve’s the only one who was like, “I can do whenever”. Moe thinks it’s too late and ‘will just have to pay for it at work. I’ve made it for 7:30pm because I have work until 7pm on Saturdays now and it takes me that long to walk home, let alone change and stuff haha. Oh well, it might even just be Moe, Steve and me. I’ve been here over two months now and they still haven’t seen it. Only Vish and James have.
There’s a lot of gays in the buildings though haha. I ran into three just in the lift on the way down before, two were on my level! Then another got in on Level 11 and when I was going to work this morning, this hot as fuck tradie got in the lift on Level 11 as well, so after I saw him I was thankful for the new hour-later start as if I’d started earlier, I probably wouldn’t have seen him. He looked very straight though, but he did have earring studs, but that means nothing these days. I was like ‘Hellloooooooo nurse!!!’ (in my mind of course haha). Then as I was exiting the building there was a slim twink at the entrance looking confused. I figured he was probably on a Grindr meet-up ha. I think the two who were on my level seemed like a couple, not sure. But then when I came back, the lift was full of straight girls, so I guess it’s a real mix here!

I’ve been having a hunch that Dylan is actually a guy who is in my Facebook friends. He just looks SO much like him, but goes by the name Blake. The first time I hooked up with Dylan, I thought this and stalked Blake’s photos, and thought ‘could be’, but I wasn’t so sure. After hooking up with ‘Dylan’ this second-time, I looked at the photos again and thought, “Omg, I actually think it’s him.”
Blake and I have never interacted on Facebook or in real life. We’re just those gays who live in the same city and have different lives that have never crossed. There’s a few guys I know like that. I’m not sure if I should bring it up or just leave things as they are. He’s obviously either not comfortable giving out his real name, or I am completely wrong and Dylan and Blake ARE different people. But man, he’s even got the same arse in the photos and wears the extra-long singlets to show off his hot thighs just in underwear. I’m seeing similarities that’s all, and I guess one notices these things when someone is attractive.
The funny thing is, Dylan/Blake gave me his phone number after the first time we hooked up, but I’ve never been brave enough to contact him on it. And now that I’ve left it so long, I feel even more stupid if I do. And what do I say? “Thanks for the hot sex? Oh btw is your name actually Blake?”

Nick’s been sending me flirting half-nudes (ie. him hard in underwear) which is also confusing the fuck out of me. I actually looked at myself in my new mirrored wardrobe and said out loud, “Life is CRAZY!” It also caused me to need to…ahem… let’s just say it involved my hand. That guy is fucking attractive in every way except bitchy personality, but when he is nice, man, I’m like jelly each time he sends a snap. Imagine what it was like when he was living upstairs.
Then I crossed paths with another hot guy coming home this afternoon and thought, ‘MAN there’s so many hot guys around here!’
Anyway, I’m weird. I think we established that.