My thoughts before I... in Poetry

As I look in the mirror
My eyes fill with blood
And I know that
My time has come
I feel empty
And hollow
Another tragedy
That became a parody

I’ve leaving
Everything behind
My thoughts
Before I die
Everything moves forward in time
Your memories
Will erase
The pictures of my face
As I meditate on grace

I’m sick of all this shit
Why can’t I make it quit
I’m falling
I’m fading
Emotions consume my insides
And I wish I could be
I wish I could live
But
I’ve lived my life
Running and hiding
From the scars that
That never heal
For it grows and kills

You must be
A fucked up person
To live in this
Fucked up world
And I just want to disappear
So I no longer have to hear
The whispers that invade my mind
One death at a time