ugh in A New Chapter

My life is a fucking mess right now.
I suppose the only exciting part about this year is that I am going to be forced to make some big ass decisions..that really, have been coming for a long time. I was just hoping that with time things would solve themselves out but..I just don’t see it.
Oh, a bomb basically blew up in my life.
Not in a bad way. But this has def. changed my life. Turned it upside down. I almost don’t believe its happening. I am not sure if I am ready to write about it just yet..but I had never experienced anything like this before. It is such a unique and odd feeling..extremely rare. Just..wow.