better in the morning in Second 1st

I have been out of it for a few days. I know I’ve done it to myself. I’ll slow my roll here real soon but… pickles… chips… actual flavorings.... for anything.... and drive thru food that I didn’t spend an hour cooking. sigh

We picked up another pallet this week. I don’t even feel like posting all the stuff I posted today. Some of it is literally trash.... well to me anyways. It’s going to be hard to get the money back on this one I think. We will see.

That’s my life.... That’s all I did today and now I’m more tired than I should be because I don’t want to go back to not eating salty things..... so I’m suffering… I’m dizzy and sick.... and it’s my own fault. I’m still not 100% from that shot .... still can’t hear anything on my right. I haven’t done laundry or dishes in 3 days..... or showered for that matter and I don’t care.... I don’t care that I haven’t.... other than I know I should. I should care, at least about my personal hygiene. I’ll work extra hard at convincing myself tomorrow..... not today.

I’m 15 entries behind in reading again. I hate it when I do this really. It’s much easier to read on a daily basis.... then I get like… stalkerish? and nothing happens so then I get lazy and don’t even post.

Honestly, when I follow a schedule everything is good.... and when I don’t well here I am....really off, feeling like skunk butt. I just want to sleep now though.... I’ll do better tomorrow.... maybe post a listings entry.... tomorrow

I’ll do better starting when my feet hit the floor.... tomorrow…

Last updated March 15, 2019