dizzy update in Second 1st

The 7th, 8th and 9th.... each day I’m doing more, more therapy, more cleaning, more moving around, just more. I’m also more worn out. Last night I was seriously thinking I had pushed myself too far as when I finally laid down I was really going to throw up. I had laid down all of like once yesterday during the day.

I haven’t laid down at all today, I woke at a decent time too (6:30ish) I can feel the day setting in on me. I managed to get a shower today.... please don’t judge me here. I haven’t had a shower since the first day I felt was bad off. I haven’t done anything but lay around the house and I had been so scared that first time. I know it sounds gross. I know.... it is.... I hadn’t showered in what? a week? but each day it seems like the biggest task just to be up and my personal hygiene seemed so low on the priority list. you will have to forgive me.... I forgive me.

Today’s shower went a ton better than the previous one and I managed all the shaving and washing of my hairs :). Still have a ton of wobbly and leaned on the wall to put my pants on but at least I’m clean!

Sammy said yesterday that he wanted to wake at a consistent time each day. Maybe that would make waking easier..... DUH! He actually tried to make the most of his time when he got home from school yesterday and did some laundry.... he had TWO LOADS! and it’s taken 2 days to do them so far..... well I mean I finished them today because I’ve got to catch up. I now have 2 loads with the lazy and the half doings.... I’ll get it finished up in the morning all goes well. Folded, hung and all that.

Mentally I’m feeling more like myself..... physically I’m getting horrible headaches mid day (probably should be when I lay down for a bit) and I’m still wobbly and not driving anywhere. Getting a tad stir crazy.