ya know. "i'm not one to kiss and tell but i'm also not one to........" - ross, 'friends'. a delayed entry. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

As put. This is a delayed entry.

So. I had sex. last yr. er, kindof. [I know how can you 'kindof' have sex? you either did or you didn't]. ok fine lol. So I almost did.

completely consensual, entirely my choice. in control. sex. yes.

Yeah. last spring Evan and I were at my place and we were both ready standing and..........well when he got close I got triggered.

No but. It was completely consensual. we stopped after I got triggered and he got that.

even though it's 'almost sex'. well. yay.

No I've never ever had that. I mean when we were both ready and nude [I like that word. [it's] much better than 'naked'].

so yay. I was all excited and ready and then all sad when it didn't happen.

I've not blogged about him yet. well beyond this entry and a few mentions.