yeah so Karlye in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

since I mentioned her in a recent prior entry.

She. was a friend of mine in elementary school. she was beautiful oh god so pretty. and nice and a good person.

She was also the 1st person to emotionally hurt me.

Turns out. she was also troubled according to what I read online back in Sept.

yeah I guess during the time 5th grade ended [as that's the last time we saw each other] and 9 yrs. ago when she was 16 [btw her birthday and her. the day she left us are in the same month] she went to this reform school place. where it doesn't sound they treated her well or any of the students. and they weren't equipped to deal w/ students w/ emotional problems. [yeah well/and neither was my boarding school. oh. yeah when I was 15 I went to boarding school in VT for 2 yrs.].

So one day Karlye's roommate found her in her room. Karlye had um.well. offed herself. i'm not ready to post details

I always wondered what happened to her. and I always saw her as the type who'd develop an ED or cut. but wow.

I've never known this kind of tragedy. we haven't talked in 15 yrs. and now we can't.

I was alone when I found out. there's a song about her by..........um I don't remember what band. it wasn't in any of the papers.

they frances farmer-ed her.

yeah um wow.