time to say goodbye in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

yeah so i'd typed up most of this entry about 2 hrs. ago [3 a.m. atm] and then my computer shut down and deleted it. so.

So this is something I've A: been avoiding writing/thinking about and 2: been avoiding doing.

So our [well ok my parents'] dog Stevie. he's 10. he can't see and he gets confused.

he's like 70 in people yrs. and other than what I detailed above he's content.

or so I thought.

Now I really don't know if this is the case. it might be. According to my dad he thinks he - the dog I mean. not my dad - has a problem w/ his brain which is why he's acting this way. I know next to nothing about pet health.

Ok so if If that's the case then they'll have to. well, you know. the thing that vets do when it gets to be that time. which I didn't understand how that worked. like I knew they injected the animal er. presumably. but I didn't know that that was it. until I was thinking about while trying to sleep early yesterday [it's Sat. here. again 'here' being CO] a.m.

So before I leave to go to the lady's house Sun. night [well not right before. between now and then] I'm going to tell Stevie how I feel about him. he's nice and he's quiet and mellow. and pretty. and I like watching tv w/ him. er I mean that is I like having his company while I watch tv.

and that way I've said what I should.

I hope when he goes he goes peacefully which he will the vet'll make sure of that. apparently.