Confession UPDATE in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown

I don’t want to quit drinking cause it is the only time I feel good about myself even though it is nothing but self destruction.

I’ve been crying since I woke up.

I see the psychiatrist, not licensed counselor whom is my go to, tomorrow.

I feel that it will be a waste of $100. Oh how I love not having insurance. I’m 20 grand in debt thanks to medical bills.

I still have work today. I hope I can make it through

I really just want to curl into the fetal position and just die already.

All that mess above?
Me having a mania spell.
I need my pills
I’m relaxed now.
At work, though currently on the can. 😀
My coworker has been suspended for two days so I’m running the mill area by myself. Easy enough jobs tonight, though.

I am grateful to see Dr. Gilbert tomorrow so I can get my prescription. I may ask about another Xanex refill because that helped keep me level.

To all my comments, thank you.

Last updated January 02, 2019