'it shouldn't be like this'. yes it should. on anorexia and acceptance. 2 sides. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

ya know. I find myself thinking that lately. like whenever I can feel my bones or i'm dizzy or something. 'it shouldn't be like this' [bc a: i'm 26 *amn yrs old and I shouldn't have this fatal disease!.] and 2: then followed by 'yes it should you just can't accept it'.

or won't. or don't.

it's like well fuk no it shouldn't be like this bc it means something's wrong! yes something's wrong! [sorry. I just get so passionate].

I don't want to talkwrite about what's wrong. so I don't.

but I've admitted i'm anorexic so it's sortof accepting it. maybe. I guess.

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