the concept of self desctuction in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

So self destruction is interesting.

I'm the kindof person who holds back. People who don't bother me. [well it's nott so much the people as the fact that they don't].

I'm just not that comfortable doing that around most people.

I'm not just that open a person. [except on here. obviously].

So when reading reviews for a story or my notes on here or something and I think it's - ok so the reviews - sorry, they. - they're* phrased in a way that's not likeable then. I'll take a sip of alcohol. and then more. and then more.

well clearly that's not good either.

I think a person's one or the other. I've not heard otherwise but am interested in hearing. the other part of it. i'm willing to admit i'm wrong.