Words in Random Thoughts

I need to put words to what’s going on. I am thinking perhaps it will be in letter style, but unsent. For now, images. Haunted words, it seems

You whispered to me, so close as we lay in bed, “We will make this baby.”

You entered the deepest part of my vulnerability. I told you everything.

And now, when i find out today whether i am pregnant, i can’t text you first to celebrate…or ask you to join me for the next appointment and hear those words as we lay in bed making this baby.