Grieving dads death, haunted, preparing mobile home moving in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

Dad died on Sunday. We buried him on Thursday. Today on Saturday i went from moms house. I started crying from her house listening to Christmas music i realized this first Christmas without dad i drove to my mobile home climbed in bed with my sleeping husband i woke him up and cried telling him my feelings. I ended up a few minutes late because i needed to dry my tears. My boss excused it because he knows i am having a hard time.

Today at work out of the corner of my eye i saw a pair of brown cover alls black hair tan skin a pair of work boots. I knew dad passed away but it reminded me of dad and got me emotional i hid in the bathroom and cried. I cried a bit to loud. Complete strangers prayed for me while i cried. After i got my composure i went back to work.

After work i went to my mobile home fed my cats help my husband get ready for his night shift job i gave him energy drink sent him on his way.

I came to moms had dinner with mom. I am sleeping on her couch everynight since dads passing. My husband asked me why i stay with her. If it stops her from grieving i happily do it. I know eventually i need to go home but i need her as much as she needs me.

Mom was supposed to arrange jb movers to check if the mobile home can be sent through her back yard to set it up. The guy never came. I might call him tomorrow after work see if he will stop by. I hope in January the mobile home can make it so i can start doing repairs.

I am exhausted i got to open the store at 6 am. I am going finish Big Bang Theory and get some sleep.