side effects and um. donuts. in 2018

so i’ve learned. that when it comes to doctors medical doctors. the more they know, about something the more they’ll want to do, about something. and actually activate that plan. now i’m not like that. if i know a friend’s been smoking [cigs] then i won’t really do much about it other then listen to them. i’m actually really uncomfortable doing, things about that sortof thing. and it’s not that doctors don’t listen. it’s that. medical doctors aren’t really there for that. my sister’s like that. she’ll listen and then offer a solution. well again. i think most people are already aware of the solution. it’s a good thing i’m not a dr. cause i’d just listen and not do much about w/e it is.
um. right. so i was going. to mention the antibiotics side effects to dr. earp. just so she’ll know not so she’ll actually do, anything about it. like i don’t want her switching the antibiotics. but then........that’s probably exactly what she’ll do. so. yeah i probably won’t do that.
oh yeah so um. well i’m a little intoxicated right now. off something different. actually i’ve been a little intoxicated for about 3, 4 days. no on um. Thurs. i think it was. my mom & i got this presc. mouthwash it’s called chlorohexidine. it’s a germicide and an antiseptic. [thank god. that means i won’t get sepsis. that i’m aware of i never have.]. and i’ve been taking it 3x a day. ..........for 30 days starting thurs. so really 27 days now. it’s. going to be a long month.
anyway so it contains alcohol which 1 even though i’m not drinking the thing i was before. it means i’m not going through withdrawl and 2. um. means that right as put. i’m a bit intoxicated. it took me a bit to figure that out. the reason i feel slightly drugged is cause. well i am. it’ll take 6 wks. to see improvement so. ya know it’s not like overnight. i’m glad dr. i presc. me something w/ alcohol due to my fear of withdrawl. now they don’t this and i’m not going to tell them, that. but yeah.
my scurvy [it’s funny that i call it that ‘my’ scurvy uh anyway] should have cleared up by fri. as it takes 2 wks. like i mentioned. which. ya know. since i have more vit. c things in the bottle i guess. after 2 wks. the only reason to keep taking them is. to avoid recurrance. I didn’t even know I had scurvy untill i was diagnosed. i knew i was presumably probably low on vitamins but i didn’t know oh. vit. c deficiency is also known as scurvy. oh next fri. i mean. the 14th as to me the fri. occurring after the wed. of a wk. [for example today’s sun. and the fri. of. er. i mean the Fri. after the Wed. of this wed.]. is next fri.
no but i looked it up and. so like i said the mouthwash is a germicide meaning of course that it kills germs. Well what germs do is they. in a way eat nutrients. and vit. c is a nutrient. so that’s another reason to keep taking it the vit. c.
um. right so. I’ve been forgetting things lately. earlier when I told the lady well i told her ‘and i should take my vit. d’ and she’s ‘did you buy some?’ ‘no i thought you had a bottle’ when what i really meant was my vit. c. like what the hell you talkin about? i was so damn confused. yeah so another um. side effect of the chlorohexidine. i think this is one. is that i’m flat. nonemotional when i’m on it. for a few hrs. which i don’t like. i’d be disappointed and frightened. and sad but um. i’m slightly drugged right now so. like it’s weird. they’re still there it’s just distant. It’s funny this is the exact same way I used to feel while on pot. but i love pot no negative side effects.
but yeah no. in regards to the mouthwash i haven’t swallowed a whole lot of it.
so my mom at her house she has one of those actual medicine cups the type w/ the lines and the ml and all that. but she only has one which is why i didn’t bring it w/ me. So the lady. has been pouring it into the lid of the bottle. but really i don’t think it’s enough. i won’t say anything about it. cause i wouldn’t want anyone to do that to me if. the situation were reversed. cause it kindof comes off like i don’t trust the person. And if it were me. pouring it and someone had mentioned that. to me then i’d get defensive and upset. Although I haven’t watched her do it i’ve seen. the amount my mom’s poured into the little cup dude is more then the lady’s poured. in a way i’m almost too laidback when it comes to things like this.
oh yeah. so the donut thing. Well so my sister didn’t bring it up again. which i was paranoid she might bc well. she’d already done it once. no if someone says no then they say no. and i’m probably not going to push them into saying yes. there’s really not much point to doing that. she evidently had bought some for herself. which is fine.
so i evidently not only was diagnosed w/ periodontitis and scurvy. but i also have this thing called external resorption I was diag. Mon. by that dr. guy dr. i who. evidently is not an endodontist like i thought. i think i’ve mentioned this though. but he didn’t say ‘you have this’ he just said the words ‘external resorption’. so in my notes to her I asked my mom if that was a diagnosis and she said it was. oddly enough i don’t remember him saying anything about periodontitis. that was a long day. it’s weird that the fact that I have scurvy doesn’t bother me all that much.
um. oh right. so on Thurs. i learned that the lady would have to. come w/ me to my appts. that’s the way she put it is ‘i have to’. whereas before, that day. she hadn’t. and so when she told me that i asked her just my doctor’s appt.’s or?’ well yeah but what appt.’s exactly? cause that’s vague. ‘any’ oh any and all ok. and see the reason being. well there are 2 nurses at the bldg at. at Support which evidently the lady doesn’t work for.........or with. i don’t quite understand it. well. so each time i have. an appt. i have these consultation forms that the dr. fills out and then gives back to me. right ok. and then Support gets them w/i 24 hrs. it’s part of Medicaid. the weird thing is. i’ve looked up, the rules of Medicaid and last time i checked it said nothing about that. w ell so the co. has been getting them. but. the forms have just been sat there in a pile. bc. there are 2 nurses but one.is out of comission right now. and the other one is working up north. i don’t actually know what they do w/ the forms once they’ve gotten them. i’m going to ask about that tom. at the house meeting. um well wouldn’t it be easier to just. hire a 3rd nurse? not that it’s that simple but yes yes it would. so that’s the reason the lady as she put it. ‘has to’ come w/ me. but they’ve been getting the forms. so. that can’t be it. i know i don’t quite understand it either. right which is why i’m going to ask.
well. sorry but that’s kindof an encroachment on my territory, as it were. like um. i’m sorry? excuse me? No I heard what she told me but no. someone’s going to make a decision about my life w/o first asking me what i think of it. not that that would do anything really. so there’d be no point. no that’s not ok. like no this is my life and it’s my time. they’re my appts. not hers.
well ok so turns out. she might not actually have to do that. well thanks. see that’s the problem w/ her phrasing things the way she did. is i get all upset and panic. and feel like my territory is being encroached upon. and then i get protective. oh yeah. So when we were talking about it. my mom told me that she the lady is going to talk to Nick [M.]. about it. he’s like a supervisor person. he’ll know more about this.
which. i have another CBCT scan on thurs. for tooth #6 the one i’d previously mentioned. the canine in the upper front.
so onto. test results. well there’s this log in pg. for UC Health the co. dr. earp works for. now that i have the log in info i was on it. and it says i’m overdue for a flu shot? which doesn’t make sense as i got one. last month. on the 12th. so. yeah there’s that. at rose. so everything. on the pg. for me. except for the vit. c and d levels. are normal/standard. which. i thought a lot more then those 2 wouldn’t be. but anyway.