Just. Freaking. Out. in Will Fly For Food

I'm absolutely freaking out about that Interview Friday. Unbelievably overwhelmed. I know I'm underqualified - but if they had a halfway decent training program - or even if they sent me to a 6 week course I could easily learn. I'm freaking out because what if they don't want me? I'm freaking out because what if they do?

I applied for the position because the idea of NOT applying bothered me a lot. It's difficult to describe. I felt like if I didn't apply - if I just let it go, I would have let a small part of me die, and if I lost that part of me it would be irretrievable.

I've had a few moments in my life like that - I feel like they are kind of defining moments - where I can see my life going down two very different paths. I've had moments like this before where I have made very important decisions that carried a lot of weight on my soul. This felt like one of those moments.

I know that at this point all I can do is show up and be myself. Love me or hate me, this is who I am. And either way I will be fine. I just need to relax... and breathe.

<3 Sarah