The usual in Second 1st

Worked on LAX for like 30 mins. i thought I was going to make some cinnamon sugar cashews after Sammy left for work. Instead I made a huge mess and broke a glass bowl as well as wasted a bunch of cashews :(. After cleaning that up I looked for other snacks and didn’t really see anything. I spent the next 5-6 hours watching The 100. You know I like it and I don’t. Every season is a new way they might all die and a battle over who’s going to be saved. I will watch the rest of it that’s posted but I don’t think I’ll bother looking for new episodes. I did end up making a large bowl of popcorn I’ll be eating on for the next few days (till it gets stale).

I was awake when Rocky got home, we went to Steak n’ Shake for dinner....

I got up just after 7. Laundry, dishes, grocery list. .... then wake Rocky? We have to get groceries today then head up to McKay’s to look for a couple books on a list suggested by friends i have laying around and a few packs of Pokémon cards for Joshua. Then find something to eat for dinner (hopefully by that time it will be like 4-5pm) and be at the support meeting at 6. i thought about it and I’m actually not nearly as excited about this one. Last time we just kinda listened to a speaker and there wasn’t any chit chat time really. I do want to hear what they have to say but I want to hear from others who have it. So… today is a mindfulness expert. Right, someone to tell me I stress out too much and here are some tools that help. LOL I spend days at work doing something akin to lamaze breathing just to make it through. Probably don’t need this.

I hope I don’t feel bad later. Got like 5 hrs sleep and I have things to do today.

Rocky noticed a pink shirt (Sammy’s) in our laundry basket last night. I had told Sammy that’s the one thing I won’t do here, his laundry. I mean it. He laid out somewhere again last night. He most likely doesn’t “have time”, even though I know he was at a friends house playing D & D last night. Which means he could have come home early and washed his own damn clothes. It’s normal responsibility not something extra. So his shirt is on the floor in the laundry room now. i told Rocky that we should put it in his Dirty clothes in his room. Making it more obvious that it’s not some kinda mistake.