intimidation. the runaways. or idk maybe. amazement? [oh and the olympics]. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

Um so I was thinking about this while watching the o-lympics. [oh and on that note I also like the sled. luge. thing. and the speed skating. also. snowboarding would scare me not having any control when you're up in the air. yeah scares the hell out of me. I've never done it].

yeah so some of the athletes are like. 18 - 24. i'm 26. [which I keep forgetting since 25 was such a good yr]. and like. this is their job. and that's intimidating as all hell to me. like The Runaways. the band I mean not the movie though that was a great movie. those ladies got their start when they were 15! 15! and it intimidates me more bc their music is rock. you know not like Aretha who btw is great who got her start when she was in her 20's. er I think. and her music is soul. or joni Mitchell whose is folk. I don't know how old she was when she got her start.

I wouldn't say the fact that I went through a lot [it's ok to ask] by the time I was 25 [i'm 26 btw] is intimidating. but maybe like whoa holy hell. people keep telling me i'm young. only chronologically. trust me i'm not that young. it only seems that way. so many things age you........including EDs. and SA.