expectations. and seeing me for who i am not who you want me to be. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

yeah so often my mom will tell people how great I am w/ computers. um. i'm really not. I couldn't like. fix one or anything I know a few things about them.

and no i'm not being humble here.

I feel like when my mom tells people that. i'm expected to be. it's like when you tell your friend they're funny then it's like they're always expected to be funny. [although. they might actually be funny of their own accord]. I learned about this in sociology. if not everyone feels this way that's ok but it's how I take it.

And I also feel like. when telling people that she's not seeing me for who I am she's seeing me for who she wants me to be. yeah not big fan of that.

[oh and no I won't talk to her about this]