um. in 2018

yeah so like i said. my sister had a key. and one night after i’d um. had a er. done rather. a bit of binge drinking. well i was in the closet like i said. [tehe i was in the closet. writes the somewhat out bisexual woman.]. and. so i hear i seem to vaguely recall someone turn the front door. well my sister and her friend Ted good guy..........um..........came into the closet and i must’ve had this shocked look on my face cause i remember telling Ted ‘i was like ‘who’s in my house? sorry’ and he’s ‘no it’s alrite you’re ok’. like uh.......i don’t know you who the hell are you. but once i’d discovered he was someone my sister. um knew. i was a bit more relieved. like oh ok.
and then like. apparently laura was outside? i’m a little fuzzy on the details. i. so earlier that day i went to the store the king soopers that was open 24 hrs. and got a luna bar. and evidently one of those days i um. i went to the pizza hut in that neighborhood and got. a pepperoni pizza. and i ate it during sunset. god that pizza was good.
so ok. that must’ve been.......... the day i saw the movies.......maybe.
oh yeah so the second time. i left i um. well the buses weren’t running at that time of night and. i didn’t trust cabs so. i walked. for 8 fukin hrs. oh yeah that then that the following morning. i went to a mcdonald’s on colfax where a lady offered me half of her sandwich she’d gotten there. and i’m ‘are you.........are you sure?’ and she’s like ‘well. i mean. yeah. please take it it’s free food and you look tired’. and i was.
so that’s um. that’s pretty much it for now. oh and..........at some point right this was on the way to my parents’ ..........i um. i hid like. where there were 3 trees and i hid among them and went to sleep but kept waking up.
and then. evidently at some point i walked past, my parents’. and it’s something like 1 2 in the morning dark as hell. [no really? yes i know.]. and i remember. walking through congress park. it’s this park that has. these big long stone steps.
yeah um. pretty crazy times.
so now everyone knows. who i was what i did 5 yrs. ago.