NJM 10 in NoJoMo 2018

9:49 am

Sorry I haven’t caught up with all of you doing NJM. I’m still in a funk and I’m trying to bring myself out of it by doing different things… kind of. I guess. I don’t know.

I feel like a bad partner. Pam and I have a joint PB because we have a seriously hard time communicating, so writing is the best way. Well, I didn’t know she has been writing, and I haven’t been writing there at all because… I’m depressed, and in pain, and I feel like I don’t have any support. It’s the same bullshit I always write about, so why write it all over again?

But I should have been checking. She also should have told me. ::sigh;:

I have to clean the Bull and Lion today. No big deal because I know Pam has been keeping it super clean. Hopefully the guests didn’t trash the place.

I need more coffee, a cig, and… something. Feh. I don’t know.

4:31 pm

Been home for a while, but it seemed like it took me forever to clean the Bull and Lion. I guess because I don’t have a routine there anymore. I was wandering around trying to figure out what to do next.

Mind you, I have the same damn routine everyplace else, so why I didn’t follow it at the Bull is beyond me. My brain annoys me.

I got six album frames, and already had two. I sadly had to take John Taylor’s solo single out of it’s frame because I want the albums/singles in order. I’m sure I’ll find more 12 inch singles along the way and have to shift everything forward, but for now I’m pleased. I have up to Seven and the Ragged Tiger and two 12 inchers off the album. So then comes Powerstation and Arcadia, then the solo albums. I really need to see if they have the more recent albums on vinyl. But not today. Today I’m seriously too depressed.

Sucks.

See ya.