Day 3 in In My World

Today is the 3rd day in a row that all I can think about is you and I don’t really have anyone else to talk to about it anymore so I’ll just scream into the void…

Your birthday is in 3 days and the last time I saw you is rolling up quick.

My heart aches.

I didn’t leave my bed or even really eat until my friend came to hang out around 4:15-4:30. The day before was the same, didn’t eat until almost 2 when the boys came and got me. I ate a donut earlier but I don’t feel hungry still.

I’m exhausted, doodle is finally sleeping after screaming for what felt like forever, i’m cold...... and still… all I think about is you. I miss you.

Edit:

I woke up with a song stuck in my head and Idk why I’m telling you this but ive been having a few bad Ali days. Well I’ve been listening to our playlist all day and that song just appeared at the end. I didnt add it.

It skipped mid song to switch to this one.

If that’s not a fucking sign, idk what is.

Last updated November 05, 2018