dull anger in Second 1st

I talked to my mom yesterday. She seems to think having a day with them here doing things would help.... paint the porch, clean up the wood.... She thinks that Rocky will want to get up and not waste their time.... I could make low sodium foods to test on them (being as no one here seems to want to try them). ....

She said the reason I’m so angry with Rocky is because of the lack of help not because of the not going to the doc with me a few weeks ago. I beg to differ. He literally can not do anything right, right now. I’m mad at him constantly. I have got to do something. We have so much together. I don’t want 2 divorces .... I just.... need a vacation?

Managed to spend most of the day working on The Wolves, though I did go to WM to get a few things. Just needed stuff, things that can’t wait till Thursday. I’m planning on making more stuffing today with a couple modifications and freezing it for Thanksgiving. It will be a huge bit out of the way really.... because of making the bread too.... Also planning on Mac n’ Cheese for lunch. Rocky said he was getting up at about 9. .... 8:38 now but you know I have no hope for him actually getting up. He plans on stirring that paint and mowing the lawn. IF the paint is still looking okay I guess the rest of my day will be doing that. Other than that he wanted to hit Sam’s club with me to “look” at something. rolls eyes It’s a low week as far as what’s in the bank to spend so.... we look? … what’s the point.... there are things that need done around here.... lets do that first...... in the 5 hours of day light he will have cause he’s not going to get up till 11 at least.... most likely.