ok so. i didn't, communicate. due to pressure. from. sept. 20th in 2018

delayed entry.

‘ no. ok so i. no i didn’t communicate to her. to. wait untill i got my own place to quit. yes bc i didn’t want the pressure. which apparently was more imperitive to me. not having the pressure. then um. communicating. i really dug my own grave there didn’t i? yeah. i did. i’m not proud of it but yeah. i did. but w/ that said i don’t know that it would’ve done any good had i. communicated that to her. so. here i am. in this invisible metaphoric coffin. it is almost halloween. how. fitting. ‘