last ear shot in Second 1st

I”m glad he got up and went with me. This one is the worst by far. I’m sure it hasn’t but it felt like the anesthetic wore off. Super painful. Way worse than the first time. I’m feeling dizzy, way more than the first time. I’m thinking last time I had to have been so consumed with anger that I just didn’t feel it because this time is so bad there is no way last time was easy. However, this time something new happened that didn’t happen either of the other times. After I got up so much fluid came out of my ear that I actually had visible liquid on my hand when I touched my ear. Yes, there is a cotton ball in there..... We asked about it before leaving the docs office and they said it’s normal.... normal… but didn’t happen the other 2 times. Rocky says he was just probably getting as much in as he could and över filled it” Sure whatever.... harder to get rid of the medicine taste.... harder to focus… harder to be okay....

Rocky wanted to come back by the house for something but we are gone again things mentioned in a previous entry.... mall… book store.... oh this should be fun....