i just thought. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. july 10, 2016 in Evan

‘ ‘i just thought.that we’d be the main people in each other’s lives.........like in the past.3 yrs. or so he’s the last main friend i’ve had since. cause i don’t want to get to know people cause they’ll all leave [and don’t try to convince me otherwise. maybe i’m ok being a cynic] and also i’m an introvert. so why would i want to be around more people that doesn’t sound fun. when i was living by myself that’s when i did things w/ people but now that i’m not.........well and other, factors. i thought we were in the same place w/ the Pat thing but apparently we’re not. but i wanted us to be. cause i didn’t want to be alone. ‘