evan news. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. march 2, 2016 in Evan

‘ i actually have some this time. So he called this morning at 1.from detox. he was drunk. i was confused cause i’m like ‘wait..........but if you’re in detox then how.......are you drunk?’ and like i’m a really intelligent woman normally but just had one of those moments. he’s like ‘you’re lost’. yeah i know ‘we have nothing to drink but water here’ no i know that’s my point ‘that’s exactly your point’. and then i got it.........oh so he wasn’t in there all day ok. So he left and the police found him and brought him back there. yes ‘back’.as in he’d been in there previously. i swear the situations he gets himself into.
uh so anyway. I told him about that awesome hippie tree lady.but when i told the story it wasn’t that good yeah don’t think i’m a great storyteller. oh and I told him about the clint thing. he [evan i mean] told me that uhm............if they hear something like that they have to tell someone. no i get that that’s not what bothers me about it. what bothers me about it is that i - obviously - didn’t know clint was going to tell valerie.as he didn’t tell me beforehand. had i known i probably wouldn’t’ve said anything.
i know we can’t change the past and that i should’ve done better when it wasn’t.the past. yeah but i’m not a ‘tomorrow’ kindof person. i don’t think ok so in 2 wks/months/yrs./w/e amount of time........this other thing will happen. i don’t think that far ahead good god. and the other thing that bothers me about it is that I knew.about it.and that only just upset me and didn’t do anything for me so there wasn’t any point in valerie telling me. and again i don’t really care why clint did it. and yes of course i have the option of talking to him [clint] about it but i’m not in a good enough place right now so.
i didn’t think i even had to establish those parameters. i thought that when you elude to the fact that you were fukin raped and the person who.you’re talking to they should know better than to tell someone about it without consulting you first. i mean.........well yeah for something like rape. no but apparently i did.and apparently i thought wrong and was stupid enough to trust him [again i mean clint] w/ that.not that i knew it at the time of course. also it really isn’t their place to tell.honestly. so yeah clint & i aren’t talking. you don’t betray someone like that someone who’s already been raped. which is bad enough. well er i mean people shouldn’t but they do. oh and the other thing evan said about it was ‘it sucks’.
right so evan. the other thing he said about him was that he’d been in jail again. and the thing about............the fight he had w/ the guy who knew the police.well that all got worked out he went to court for that twice.so yeah. well it’s better than last time he had court when he ddn’t go. um oh and he’s on probation.for a yr. ‘