evan news/i'm gonna love you like i'm gonna lose you in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done. dec. 21, 2015 in Evan

‘ so evan & i we’re ok. so apparently last night he almost got hit by cars. yeah no omyfukingod. so he was in the middle of the road and this guy pulled him out. it didn’t really hit me untill later. i.......fuk. thank god he’s ok. i textmailed him and was like ‘if you see that guy again please tell him thank you for me’.
so godamn lucky..............if anything else ever happened to him........i......wow. i just i love him so much ya know? as a person i’m not like in love w/ him or anything. and i care about him a lot. yeah so yesterday he’s like ‘i don’t want anything to happen to you again’. he means/meant anything bad. oh wow. and i also recently textmailed him and i quoted that song lyric the one that’s the subject of this entry. well anyway he brought it up and he’s like ‘i’m gonna love you so i won’t [have to] lose you’. i think he’s become my everything. he’s the first person i want to tell when something not so good happens. and he’s the first person i want to tell when the opposite does. ‘