yeah so Pat. aka Sage. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

This coming March 13th it'll be an exact yr. since my best friend Pat aka Sage passed. he was in his 40's. he went from a brain aneurysm.

We were close. we were really close. he was. one of the most genuine, compassionate, nicest people 've ever met. he had the bluest eyes like liz taylor. I've never known anyone w/ eyes that blue. he loved music. more than I do. he was honest intelligent imperfect. philosophical. he was a good performer. there wasn't a thing I couldn't tell him.

I just didn't have enough time to.

everyone knew him. he was so loved. you know people knew him from the karaoke bars or from just seeing him around. he really loved his friends. he made you feel like you were the most important person because to him you were.

he didn't see people he saw souls. and he was such a beautiful one himself. he was one of the* most alive people I've ever met. I love him. as a friend that was his thing that's what he told his friends. 'I love you'. he didn't care.

I have nothing bad to say about him because there isn't anything.

he was. oh god he was such a force......such a force. he had this undeniable presence. you wanted to be around him.