Rubber band play, cat cuddle,defeated in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

My cat Ziggy’s favorite toy is a large rubber band. He carries around i think it might be his comfort toy. He shoots it at Talan and i when he wants attention. He plays catch with himself a lot. Sometimes i grab it play with him with it. After i am done i give it back if he loses his rubber band he runs through the house crying for it. If he think Harley Quinn our other cat or Talan intends to take Ziggy’s rubber band he hides it. He even cuddles with his rubber band to sleep. I been carrying same rubber band for 2 months. I am debating whether his affection for his rubber band is healthy or not.

Harley Quinn has been running to my lap a lot to sleep. She has been very vocal with desire to lay on me often causes me to upset her everytime i go to pee. Most of the time she cuddles with Talan but lately i am her favorite place to lay on. She has never been this way before i am concerned.

When i lay down on the bed Harley lays on my chest or thighs. Ziggy cuddles on my legs or on my arm. They have fresh food clean water and litter. I cuddle for hours they still want more. I think i spoiled my cats to much!

Talan going to play Dungeons and Dragons at his friends. Several hours ago he said i can’t use the truck the sanoma he is going to use it. Hours later he is still playing his xbox. I been trying to check the mail look at Magic Mart because the store clearanced out 50%. He said i can’t go till tomorrow. I been only one working this summer I put gas in the damn truck yet he says i can’t use it. My Bravada has a blown Headgasket but i might risk driving it. I got cabin fever bad! I need to hell out of here!

Tomorrow is the day of hope this organisation helps with lunch, groceries, medical care,job services, family portraits help get kids school clothes and haircuts. I really hope they van help Talan get a job. He has been unemployed since June. I am not making enough to pay the bills. :(

I am defeated and broken. Talan has job interview Monday. I hope he gets it. I can’t keep working a job i hate to pick up his slack.. I am defeated..