i don't remember the before. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. nov. 18, 2017 in 'that night/the Milk Night'

‘ so. on ‘that night’. the night that i. i recently wrote about the night of the OD. i remember the argument but i don’t remember what happened leading up to that point. like. i guess. i would’ve done the things i usually do.
and for some reason. like i want to. i’ve talked to evan about it. well. rathr i’ve talked to him about the sequence of events during. but not before. like. i have no memory of him giving me milk but i believe he did. ‘