yeah so pot. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

I love it. not everyone does it's not for everyone and that's ok. I'm a pretty big proponent of it and the use of it.

Back when I was in HS I lumped it into the same category as hard drugs because I knew nothing about it. I hadn't done it. there probably were people doing it back then I just didn't know who they were. or even if I knew who they were I didn't know they did it.

I've done.........tobacco [ok so hookah], nutmeg [not addicted. i was just curious], pot and I smoked my 1st cigarette in Nov. i'm not like addicted or anything and haven't had one since I've just always been curious about it. [I've heard that once you start it's really hard to quit. yes i'm aware having had 3 addictions since I was 13. I could be wrong here but is it a physical and mental addiction or just one or the other or........?]

well ok. I've smoked, tobacco and pot. yeah once when I was at a bar this guy asks "so you do any drugs?" and i'm all "well I do weed" "you do weed. you're funny". fine, I've smoked it.

oh and I drink. a lot. actually I drink a lot more than I should. [and yes alcohol's a drug]. since I've moved back into my parents' I don't drink as much. yeah like i'm really going to bring glass bottles full of liquor back w/ me. I mean i'm not stupid. [although I don't always make the best choices. obviously as evidenced by the fact that i'm an alcoholic]. yeah addiction's a bitch. and so's. recovery.

• [oh and also i'm only allowed to go into cherry creek where there used to be a liquor store where I got my shooters over the summer um. but then it closed down. they - the liquor store people I mean - said it moved and in the past when I checked the location it. hadn't moved to its new location. [also my parents GPS track my phone unless it's off which it'd have to be were I at a liquor store. yeah they. don't know i'm an alcoholic far as I know]. -

so yeah. addiction. it kills. and so. does ignorance. [esp. in the case of my friend Karlye. but more on her later].

So yeah. 'heroin diaries' is the best album I've ever heard. nikki six. he had a heroin addiction which he overcame. as did Cherie currie. it makes me sad that not a lot of people know who she is.

Ok so right. pot. I've never heard of a car accident caused by stoners unlike w/ alcohol, A. 2: having done pot I for one am at my best when i'm stoned. i'm v. compliant. i'm also v. agreeable. and I don't pay attention even more than usual. alcoholism is a lot worse than being high. oh no i'm not nice when I've been drinking. sometimes. but when i'm stoned i'm all 'oh hi I love you you want a hug'. [well. I dont't know if you want a hug but you're gettin one]. Pot's helped me tremendously. w/ my depression, w/ my ptsd, w/ my schizophrenia. w/ my alcoholism. being that, when i'm stoned I don't drink. i'm happy why would I drink? obviously i'm making a point here which is that I never drink when things are going well. and unlike w/ nutmeg it doesn't stop working after 2 wks. and you don't get a hangover from it.

although I don't get that hungry when i'm stoned off pot. whereas w/ nutmeg I can go through 2 boxes of latkes in like an hr and then some. you know people talk about getting hungry when you're stoned off pot and i'm like 'really? cause that doesn't happen to me'.

i think that. if everyone did - ok again smoked - pot the world would be a much better place. i think people don't like it cause it's a gateway drug. yeah well my gateway drug was nutmeg and that high's not a good high. no. and sso are pills. and cough syrup. and allergy pills. [actually i have a v. strong aversion to Benadryl/nyquill/dayquill. um. i had a bad experience w/ Benadryl. everyone's intelligent enough to put 2 and 2 together. um yeah. like were i to work w/ animals i'd take allergy pills just not anything w/ Benadryl in it. No Advice Please]. and somehow pills are legal. and they're a lot worse than pot. Noww clearly a lot of people don't use nutmeg/pills/others that way. yes i'm aware.

and then people get all up in arms about people smoking pot and it's like ok really? have some perspective people. it's not like they're shooting up. or you know. murdering people.

Like I said pot's not for everyone and that's ok. But I'm personally all for it.

No Advice Please.

Though Everything Else Is Welcome. Thank you.