Dad heart attacks,ruin facebook,xbox takes sex life, exercise with zombies, in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

I really like Facebook but instead cleaning my house, spending time with friends, my fiance, enjoying shopping or even going on staycations i am glued to facebook looking at everyone else have fun. It shouldnt be this way.

I got some toxic friends who demands me to drive them around pay their way. When they don’t get their way they blow up my messenger trying to argue with me. My best friend Tella been trying to justify meeting the love of her life in a psch unit while her husband is the bad guy for asking her to be faithful! She wants me to pay for psych unit boyfriend and her to use my car for their dates on my paycheck. Maybe she is crazy to think she is this entitled. She called me demanding me to buy her sexy clothes to cheat on her husband with.. Gold digger! You got 2 men. Why are one of them not rich?

Krista is homeless wont go to the shelter for help. Wants me to pay for everything tried even suggest me let her and her fiance who i barely know move in my house. No thank you! I am not charity! She wants to use my kindness to use my bank account time and patience. Just because i let you try on my wedding dress for your October wedding does not mean i owe you a living.

My sister in law Lesa who is another one of my parasites is angry because she miscarried. She attacks me because i don’t make a happy little accident for my brother and her to raise. She often guilts me about her losing a baby. She can’t adopt because of a criminal record! About her cats dying. My brother refuses to get a job during summer calls me asking for food cigarettes and money. They promise pay me back in cash pays me using dvds i am not kidding! She cusses me out about me being a spoiled entitled bitch! If working 40 hours a week to pay for my things makes me an entitled bitch I will wear that crown with pride! She attacks me on Facebook I delete her post because paying attention only escalates bad behavior.

Anytime I enjoy myself shopping. If I feel pretty I post pictures of my outfits on Instagram and facebook. Krista Tella wants me to buy them clothes take them out to eat. I hear one Bing after another Lesa guilts me how I should buy her cigarettes soda food. I am tempted delete my Facebook because they are so negative! I am tired being dragged down.

I need better friends Who can pay their way. Who don’t harass me. I am debating on blocking people and living my life but it’s a shame blocking them after being friends many years.

I deserve happiness. To post photos of what I enjoy without being attacked. I deserve vacations without feeling guilty for not baby sitting the parasites in my life.

I deserve dates! Actual dates with Talan! Not when he tells me take Tella out so he can play videogames! He needs to maintain our relationship. I am tired feeling like I have a roommate I pay all the bills and occasionally he has sex with me when he is bored with his x box. I don’t buy lingerie anymore. What is the point? I need to feel loved!

I spent last night doing dishes, picking up bathroom, doing laundry. I walked around Talan wishing lightning would stike his xbox. I got lost in delusional world of facebook his escape from reality is xbox. I am going try to escape facebook a little more everyday and live life instead hiding behind a keyboard! I dont guarantee Talan can do the same.

I got bored yesterday used zombie app on my phone ran 2 miles. I know i just jogging around trailer park but it was nice get out. I dont exercise much but the storyline enertains me! I want to do another run to see if they find a cure for the virus. I enjoy the voice overs. I get carried away. So far i have lost over 7 pounds!

My dad refuses to get medical help for his heart attacks. He told mom he rather die first. He cusses me than wants me to come over. I love him but i can’t make him choose to live. Mom told me get life insurance on him in case he does die it is scary life is this way but i can’t make him go to the doctor. Mom wants me to visit more but i am tired dad cussing me. I dont regret leaving the house to get away from his a a abuse i am boing my best to live peacefully.