Psych unit, wedding dress,trying to help in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

On July 2nd Tella overdosed trying to end her life. Today is July 8th first time I saw her face to face since her attempt. Her doctors gave her the right dose of antidepressants. She is so much better. She is back to the happy girl I have always knew. She says she misses her son and this experience has taught her more people love her than she thinks! I bought her some chewing gum and bathing supplies. I don’t know if the doctors will release her soon but I am sure as long as she takes her medicine she will thrive.

Last weekend I went to church. Today I was going to church to find out Krista wasn’t there.I brought the wedding dress I paid $28 at Goodwill earlier this year and let her try it on. She will use it on October 28th of this year to marry her fiance Carl. We played cards a bit hung out and I left to visit Tella at the psych unit. The dress came with me because I feared the dress will mold. I will give dress back closer to her wedding date.

Krista and Carl lives in a basement it needs condemned. They have used 1 room for their bedroom. The rest of the basement is in horrible shape. The toilet overflows sewage when upstairs flushes the toilet. No toilet seat.I asked her why she smells I always remember her being cleanly. Come to find out They couldn’t afford grooming supplies. I bought items from Dollar Tree to help her out! After they wash their clothes I plan to deliver these items to them. I think she is a good friend and have no needs assisting with necessities as long as I don’t struggle.

Where I went to the picnic yesterday my skin still hurts From Sunburn. I am going have Talan put more cold creme on my back tonight. I hope it helps!

Krista told me a guy from church liked me and wants to ask me out on a date. At church last week I was crying this guy gave me a hug. I thought it was sympathy come find out he wanted to get near me.I didn’t realize he was flirting. I told Krista i am engaged to be married. She said Talan doesnt have to know. I been dating Talan since 2013. I don’t cheat! It was nice someone found me attractive but it won’t go any further. I wouldn’t mind having a friend.

On my days off I need to keep my phone off. My boss tries call me in. Answer no thanks.I get tired about mom screaming complaints. I want to live in peace. My family are so negative they suffocate my comfort what little I have in this life. I feel bad for avoiding them but they harm my mental health.

Tomorrow my last day off. I have to see my parents. God knows I rather not! They are so hung up on the past they can’t appreciate the good in front of them.

I prefer laying in bed alone with my cats. As long as they have basic needs satisfy they purr while I pet them and affectionately touch my face. I always prefer cats over humans anyway!