Snow Day. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

I love cuddling. All those years I spent feeling like something was missing in my life, maybe, just maybe, I needed cuddles. Ha ha, good thing I wasn't into vodka then, even if I used to keep vanity bottles on my windowsill. Weekly cuddles make me feel centered. Or maybe it's that I slept in, hard to say.

It's snowing. While the rest of the world spazzes out, I find snow relaxing. I was going to go to the gym this morning/afternoon, but snow is a valid excuse. I've been fishtailing all winter in my little Honda Fit. Already getting updates from Montclair saying roads are closed, even if class isn't canceled, I don't think I'd feel comfortable trekking all the way there with problematic roads. Not worried about skipping my workout. I'm neurotic and can hit the gym twice tomorrow to make up for it. Joys of an upper/lower split. I'll sleep like a rock tomorrow. Definitely nap between workouts.

Kira's on my lap, as she usually is.

Wait, they switched off.

Okay, nevermind, they're both done with me. They're fed and loved and now went away, ha ha. Just like girls. HA HA. Girls like food and cuddles.

I feel relaxed. I rarely feel relaxed on days I don't work. I'm usually anxious, feeling like I should be "doing" something. I don't feel that right now. Yes, I'm in the mood to do nice things for myself, and go to bed early tonight. Oooh, I could nap today! I LOVE NAPS. I also checked my bank account and I have more than I thought. Always a nice feeling. The number one expense when I was with Candi was going out to eat, or fast food. I check my budget before I even hit freaking subway, man. Otherwise I eat at home. I really don't spend money, otherwise.

I've been on a major metallica kick for the past few months. I may need to lay off at some point, but I just don't know what else to listen to. I use And Justice For All to time my showers. If I take longer than that song, it means I took longer than ten minutes, ha ha. Periodically, I like to abstain from metallica so that, if I wait long enough, everything ALMOST sounds fresh again. Even if I know every last chord and lyric.

Pity I masturbated last night. Maybe tomorrow. Much like metallica, I like waiting a little to make it more better. Yes. More better. There are ways to make masturbation better, but I want to make it even MORE better.

Ooh, I should find a movie on netflix and cuddle up with Kira later. In the meantime, I'm feeling StarCraft II.

(And two seconds after posting, I got a text saying the campus would be closing at 1:30 PM. Knew it. (My class is 5:30 - 8.))