Need to grow up?, meditate at playground, walking in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

I took Tella to the grocery store. I ended up taking her son and Michael Black. Today first day I met Michael Black. He is Tella’s eye candy/friends with benefits since Tella and her husband Justin are in an open relationship. Michael is easy to fall in love with even I after I got him over his shyness got fond of him very quickly. I caught myself wishing my fiance Talan was more like Michael. Tella other roommate took care of Tella’s son so we could go out.

Tella Michael and I went out to eat. Went shopping we all played dress up at Party City posing in pictures with Halloween costumes. We had fun. Tella and I tried on a dress a piece at fit for a queen.

Amanda my best friend since 2000 wanted hang out. We went to Grandview to walk. We found a park I thought we here going to play around on playground. Tella, Michael and I had fun. Amanda told me I need to grow up. Amanda has a son who is 13 years old said we needed to grow up. Amanda wasn’t in the mood. Tella, Michael and i did some meditation and ended up driving Amanda home. The worse thing I ever did was being tricked into growing up. If I want to play on the swings she can kiss my ass. I dropped Amanda off.

We went out to Wal-Mart walked around a bit. Tella and Michael had dinner I was sick from getting overheated. We walked the bike trail a bit by Tella’s house for exercise.I drank water to cool my core temperature. I dropped Michael off at his friends house. I tried to go home. Tella could tell I was tired refuse let me go home till I had a nap.

I don’t know how to act grown or be my age. This is the oldest I have been in this lifetime. No one told me how to behave. I rather live with a flicker of innocence then be ruined by adulthood.