Honestly blessed me, thanks mom in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

A $575 check came for my mom in my mail box. Talan mentions how we could use that to get by and not tell mom. I felt like it would be unfair to take advantage of mom. I called her told her about the check delivered it to her house. Mom offered put a little bit in my account till payday. I thanked her for helping me squeak by.

After work Mom asked me if I needed anything. I told her I need cat litter, cheese, and sour cream. I told her I was saving money in a savings account to purchase a dryer. I told her where it rains so much I have a hard time drying my clothes on the line. Mom told me thanks to my honestly about the check she was going to buy me a dryer. We picked the cheapest one at Lowe’s. I went into the bathroom and cried. I was so grateful but I didn’t want to appear childish by crying in front of her. My dryer will be delivered June 2nd. Mom bought me cheese and sour cream for ingredients for my dinner.

My mom paid for me to get my hair cut. I collected what little change I had for a tip. I was embarrassed I didn’t have more in my wallet to give. I dumped my change on the counter and apologized. They were grateful for any money. I cut my hair short hoping my hair won’t get pulled out at work again. If cutting it short decreases chance of another chunk being ripped out it will be worth it!

I hung out with mom and dad a while I went home. Hungry for dinner and exhausted Talan bought me Butterfinger ice cream. I ate part of it out rest in fridge because I remembered I still haven’t ate dinner. Talan cooked us a nice dinner. After I eat I plan to clean my car out. I need to thank my mom again for the dryer. Her helping me with that really relieve some of my stress!

I work a 12 hour shift tomorrow. I better eat dinner clean out my car for tomorrow. I need to haul some groceries for a friend. I hope I sleep better tonight.

On my day off I plan to call arrange an appointment with a doctor to discuss medicines to relieve my depression. I need to be happy again.I feel so hollow. I need to be whole again.