long day/door alarm thing/store thing/light in 2018

so tues. well tues. was a long day. so i. didn’t sleep untill 7:30 that night. for 2 hrs. see what happened was um. on mon., night i lfet the left the lady a note telling her i wanted to go to the store on. tues. and wed. and in the past the days we go to the store she knocks on my door. and so. for once i was up and ready to go by 11. a.m. and my light was on which to me means........i’m available/up and ready. in the morning at least. like at starbucks when the lights are on i know they’re open. seems obvious to me so i don’t really get what’s so hard to understand about that. and nor am i asking. does she not look there?
well. so she didn’t knock on my door. i wait around for what seems like forever. i finally call her at 3:20 and ask if she’s on her way. and she’s ‘no?’ like ‘should i be?’ well so she takes me to the store but i only get 3 hrs. cause she has stuff to do. at night and her husband. was on the road.
the reason. i didn’t sleep was to be ready. at 11. to go to the store. which i was. for once as usually she waits for me.
ok so well. i don’t have a key to the house as of yet. well so when i opened the front door the alarm went off. i was going to go upstairs and call her cause in my rm. is where i make phone calls. but the alarm seemed to be the loudest there and. i hate repeating myself so. she already can’t hear well. which might or might not be her fault. but when i’ve said something and people are ‘what?’ i usually won’t repeat what i’ve just said. i’ll say it a different way. or i won’t say anything. my parents don’t have an alarm system.
what i didn’t know. was that the alarm system people. can send the fire dept. out. but i thought it would be the police. which didn’t happen neither one came. thank god. i also didn’t know. having not grown up w/ people who have. an alarm system. that each time the fire dept. comes out. it’s quite a bit of money.
i had an alarm system in college but i never set it. i never put in a code. i don’t want that kindof attention.
so yeah. it was a long weird day.

Last updated July 16, 2018