Roommates and Dreams (January 10, 2013) in Old OD Entries

My roommate moved out today so that she could move in with her best friend on the third floor of the dorms. It was not a surprise to me. We didn't ever really talk and she is out so much she isn't even in the room most of the time so it was pretty much like I had a room to myself anyway. I soon realized that this is a good thing...I can listen to music without headphones and I can walk around naked without having to worry about her coming in...good days to come for me. Although...another girl might move in soon....damn I got excited too quick...all well.

Aside from that I have been experiencing something that has been bothering me for a couple of days. I have been having these really vivid dreams that involve me having sex with someone, no one in particular just some sexy guy or girl. They haven't happened just once, they have occurred every night for the past week!

At first I welcomed these dreams. It's nice to imagine sex: our hands and tongues all over each other, the loss of inhibitions, just the overall pleasure of it. Now these dreams are getting frustrating they are like a tease of what I am not getting in real life. Not to say I exactly want to have sex, but I want a connection with someone.

I just don't understand why all of a sudden I am having all of these sexual feelings. I have seriously gotten to the point where I will look at someone I find attractive and start to have a fantasy about them. Maybe my body is telling me it is frustrated with my virginity and wants me to have sex already.

If this is the case my body needs to calm the fuck down and my mind needs to shut the fuck up because this is just ridiculous.

Well anyway I have an early class tomorrow and need to get to sleep.

...hopefully my dreams will not be X rated tonight.