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I was home for my normal 4 days last week and didn’t check in once :(. Rocky’s tests for his heart showed nothing… which I guess is good. I’d rather there be a conclusive answer but at least it’s not his heart..... got the bill for that today too :(.... 722 if I can pay it before my trip to MI next month, 955 if not :(. Plus another 220 for the doctor. It kinda sucks too because we have planned to get the trees down. Guy is scheduled to come out and get started Tuesday morning. That’s not changing. It should but it’s not.....

I’m worried.... not only for Rocky because his chest is still bothering him if he does too much but.........

Over the weekend starting Friday morning when I woke up I’ve gotten dizzy every time I’ve stood up. I managed through the weekend. Glenn worked with Jerry about how many people were needed and how we are always having to work but they (weekday shift) are each off 2 days. The reasoning is basically because we still only have 6 people and honestly it’s not fair. They need all of us we need like 2 of them. It’s shitty. Anyways, they got with Kevin and worked something out and I’m off today and Tuesday. This morning I’m getting almost randomly dizzy so I called for an appointment. Going in at 1:30 .... it’s 8:25 now.

Rocky wanted me to get him up at 9 (on a work day I already know it’s not going to work like that) so he can mow the back yard. I don’t know what time the tree guys will be here..... but he (Rocky) wants it to be basically the best it can so he will have the most time to figure out what to do with the trunks before he has to mow again.

I thought about getting a hair cut today (before I checked the mail) but now.... I don’t know .... between that and the dizziness a hair cut seems so very unimportant. It’s just that there are only soooo many days till we go to MI and see family. I want to bleach the bit of hair that has grown out since I last colored and put in something so that by the time we go up it’s not leaving spots in the tub ..... they wash but if I stay with my Uncle ..... he has enough to worry about.... hair place doesn’t open till 9..... then wake Rocky and go? but will I be able to get in and get done before 12:30ish.... so I can get lunch and to the doc on time? .... another point against haircut today..... maybe I’ll try again tomorrow?

I don’t want to.... do dishes.... laundry.... be awake.... play video games.... Too much movement.... I don’t like this dizzy thing at all! But worst of all because it’s nearly the only symptom (aside from being tired maybe?) I think it my be low blood pressure and that can be dangerous..... Come on 1:30!

Tis 3:30 ..... reason for dizziness: unknown.... things we know it’s not..... brain issues.... because of the MRI last year something would have shown up then and nothing did..... ear infection.... all looks well.... and finally (my big worry) blood pressure looks fine.... so he sent me home with a steroid pack and something for the dizziness....I’m hopefull.... and if it doesn’t get better make an appointment with the ENT doc I went to last year for my ear thing.

Last updated April 30, 2018