Sick, irritated, the other woman in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

Both Talan and I have upper respiratory infections. Talan decided not to work when he vomited repeatedly this morning. I asked him take me to hospital early he refused saying our pores our open from the shower we can catch a disease. Anyone agree with this theory? I tried to convince him to go he refused. He played videogames online till 2. I gave up and went to bed.

We both sat in same hospital room. He agrivated the shit out of me. He thinks grabbing my boobs, testing the reflexes on my knee by tapping it, punching my arm and making funny noises is funny. Only god knows how many times I told him quit flicking me or tugging my hair. I told him quit I don’t feel well. He behaved long enough for doctor to see us. We left for him to start arguing.

I told him take scripts to Wal-Mart. He refused. I told him it be cheaper there. He went to CVS spent $70 on antibiotics I could have got at Wal-Mart less than 5. I tried to convince him to go! He said we have no insurance to get scripts on way home I called hospital they confirmed our prescription plan is active we could have saved money. Talan didn’t care.

He called me a psychotic bitch That I was an embarrassing. I tried to explain to him he could saved money. I gave up tried to lock him out the bedroom he refused because he wanted to use bathroom.

I bought 2 pizzas, bread bites and dessert from Dominos so I would have to cook. I stress ate ruining my diet. I am going to bed. I got to get up at 5 am in morning.. Maybe tomorrow will be good for something.

Talan mom Deneen offered give Talan and I a truck to drive because head gasket blew on my Bravada. She wants it in Talan’s name both of us on insurance. All I wanted was a way to fix my car. I appreciate her effort but I don’t like idea of him being able to leave me without car.

I wish I could run away but I can’t! Head gasket blown on my car can’t drive that stuck in a house I had no idea when I got it that it would be my jail.

Talan volunteer our friend Sonnet to move into my house after I told him no guests. He put me on the spot over a live feed on the phone inviting her to take my storage room. I don’t want Sonnet to live here. She is bisexual hits on me and my fiance! I don’t want her to try to get in me and my fiance pants again. I like Sonnet in small intervals where I can send her home. I don’t want her sleeping with my fiance while I am asleep or work. To Sonnet it is no big deal just sex. To me it is infidelity. I will not forgive that again.

As soon as I get over this upper respiratory infection I intend to start exercising try to get back on my low carb diet again. I am so tired..night