so. I used to SI. *no details just thoughts. might Trigger* in 2018

‘SI’ being cut.

;ike. I’m ok talking about it. I’m ok admitting and being open about it. [being cutting.]. [depending, of course, on who i’m talking to.]. I’m not embarassed by my scars and I don’t think i’ve been. for the last few yrs. not those ones the ones that are from SI. [cutting.]. not really. but whereas w/ other ones......... yeah a bit embarassed.

it’s been. almost 5 yrs. since I last did. er cut. and I did for 10. ages 15 - 25. I stopped bc well. it just wasn’t me anymore. it actually made me too emotional. I never went to extremes w/ it. [thank god.]. I think about it about um. at times doing so but I don’t act upon it. I get triggered really easily but that’s different. from. acting upon a thought.

just like. I’m not embarassed to admit I have depression. I’m pretty open about telling people actually. er that I have depression that is.

Last updated July 15, 2018