i panicked. in 2017. got it.

this is from um wed.

[and again this was today? wow.].

so earlier i was at family dollar in the tooth.............um...............well being aisle [weird way of putting it but i have issues w/ the word ‘safety’] and i was deciding which size of an item i wanted and how much i had when. i panicked. i just kindof got like stuck for a bit emotionally. i froze. well at one point i was on the floor looking at the items on the bottom shelf. well i panicked bc a at that point the ...........wall was literally above me. so the sheer height of it. 2 the options and 3 the weight of just how bad things can be sometimes. like oh k wow this is a lot.

so. i didn’t end up getting anything there.

i then went to starbucks and was still panicky there. after i was done consuming what i’d gotten i um. went outside for a bit. and that seemed to help.