What you did. in Elm
- April 5, 2018, 11:21 a.m.
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What you did.
Was nothing special.
But it was special
You were special
I cared about you.
I guess i shouldnt have
It bled me dry.
I knew it.
But i couldn't stop.
I dont know why.
But i kept repeating a pattern.
Different person
But always you.
Always you.
I am so confused
What is it about you
I need to learn ?
Keeps going in a circle
Boomeranging back to you
Until it got so big and bad
And we got torn apart.
I think this time for good.
God is saving me from you
Because i never would have left.
I was there until death.
I am not mad.
I am not sad really.
I dont know how to describe the feeling
Except its familiar to me.
I was steeped in something
I never choose you.
You never really choose me.
Now its over and gone
Im.relieved
I feel ripped off
I feel cheated
Not by you
You are always who u are
Bad
Sick
Dangerous
Violent
Im upset at those around us
For not doing shit to stop it.
Because we both know none of us had the intention of stopping it all.
In above my my head.
Bit off more than we could chew
Especially you.
Last updated March 14, 2019
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