oh what *I* did? well what about what he did? my ex. in 2018

yeah so after I told him that. told my ex ‘if you ever do something like that again’ he went something like ‘well i’m sorry’ and either ‘that’s what I do’ or ‘but if you hadn’t.........’. No he knew what he did. He made a choice. to threaten me when he could’ve and should’ve, left. cause no.

I’m not responsible for what he said. he knew the threat of rape is what would make me stop. that’s........ok wow. literally anything else would’ve been better. him getting up and leaving would’ve been better.

right well where was he? i mean he was right there but he didn’t take responsibility. no that’s the thing. is he didn’t take responsibility. and unfortunately. a lot of them won’t, take responsibility. ‘that’s what i do’ as though it’s that simple.

I hope he’s not dating anyone. that sounds terrible doesn’t it. no i mean. bc. um. I hope if he is he’s not doing anything to any other woman. cause I swear to god. if he hurts another woman ever again.

but see. maybe he’s not i don’t know. but i don’t want to believe that. and that’s. not really up to me to save them. I just. hope they do the right thing for them w/e that is for them. that’s not my thing to get involved in.

oh if i hadn’t? i. no. um wow ok. yes and where was he. it’s hard bc. he’s my ex but he’s also the person i was in abusive relationship w/. he’s both. he’s not just random guy. [no cause most of the time ‘some random guy’ isn’t going to do that. those things.].

Last updated July 16, 2018