sexual assault. in 2017. got it.

So for those who don’t know I was apparently sexually assaulted when I was 17. And I say ‘apparently’ bc I only found this out myself last yr. ‘but how could you not know?’. if anyone’s going to do that........ um anyway.
And no I don’t mean raped. [although that also happened.]. I mean sexually assaulted. They’re 2 different but equally traumatising things. events.
Like maybe a month maybe not even a month. after I was raped.
In certain situations. Voyuerism is sexual assault.

It’s weird: I’m not [not as of right now] angry about the sexual assault. itself. No I’m angry. that my ex [well he wasn’t my ex at the time] didn’t do anything to stop it. maybe he and the other guy had some type of arrangement I don’t know.
The other guy was a couple yrs. older then I am now which. now that doesn’t seem like such a big range. but at 17. it did.
My ex and I. obviously had different ideas about protecting the woman someone loves. Mine was and still is that he should’ve. but, clearly. he thought differently.
Um. The other guy. had a daughter she was like 3 or something. I never met her only heard about her. and..........idinno i wonder......... i don’t know a whole lot about the relationship he had w/ her.

he’s the one who I looked up recently. who now lives in new york. [the state i’m presuming not the city. er i mean the part of the state that isn’t the city.].
um.